| love. |
[09. 08. 06. Wednesday@ 12:17pm] |
is a lie.
this girl ruined me for love.
it'll be a very long time before i even trust anyone to tell them that i love them.
fuck love.
it only brings out the worst in people in the end.
it's a big fucking mistake.
don't ever do it kids.
|
|
| fuck. |
[04. 08. 06. Friday@ 22:02pm] |
i have never been this alone in my life.
at least when i smoked people wanted me around. they weren't "friends", but they made do.
in school, i always hung out with the same people, and i felt like i belonged somewhere.
now i'm just all over the fucking place.
everything is shit.
i wish i could just go back to april.
everything made sense.
i still thought i could go to northeastern.
i was in love.
i had awesome friends and was making new ones.
i had money.
i had everything.
now, i have nothing.
i'm not going to northeastern.
love is a joke.
i've completely lost touch with almost everyone.
i spend more money than i should.
what's the fucking point?
being nice gets you nowhere.
it gets you fucked right up the ass.
i honestly just wish my breaks would go out and i get in a fatal car accident.
what the FUCK do i have to live for?
nothing.
and no one.
|
|
|
[16. 07. 06. Sunday@ 07:17am] |
hey! guess what!
i'm never going to be enough for her.
i can't wait to leave.
|
|
|
[09. 07. 06. Sunday@ 23:50pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 numb |
] |
what the fuck am i doing?
as of now, i don't think i am able to answer that question.
i'll probably never know why i do the things that i do.
i've just given up caring.
|
|
| i'm a loser. |
[09. 07. 06. Sunday@ 17:51pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 lethargic |
] |
Put your music program on shuffle. Press forward and answer each question in order with the name of the song that comes up.
1. How am I feeling today?
In Limbo-Radiohead.
2. Will I get far in life?
General and Majors-XTC.
3. How do my friends see me?
Season Song-Blue States.
4. When will I get Married?
I Love New York-Madonna.
5. What is my best friend's theme song?
Pepper-Butthole Surfers.
6. What is the story of my life?
The Specialist-Interpol.
7. What is/was highschool like?:
I Won't Back Down-Tom Petty.
8. How can I get ahead in life?:
Cool-Gwen Stefani.
9. What is the best thing about me?
Diamons and Guns-The Transplants.
10. How is today going to be?
Blackout-Muse.
11. What is in store for this weekend?
Spread Your Love-Black Rebel Motorcycle Club.
12. What song describes my parents?
Casual Affair-Tonic.
13. To describe my grandparents?
Like It or Not-Madonna.
14. How is my life going?
Butterflies and Hurricanes-Muse.
15. What song will they play at my funeral?
One More Time-Daft Punk.
16. How does the world see me?
Still Dead-Thomas Newman.
17. Will I have a happy life?
Under Pressure-Queen.
18. What do my friends really think of me?
Independent Women Part II-Destiny's Child.
19. Do people secretly lust after me?
Universal Traveler-Air.
20. How can I make myself happy?
A Higher Place-Royksopp.
21. What should I do with my life?
Everybody Wants To Rule The World-Tears For Fears.
22. Will I ever have children?
Bedtime Story-Madonna.
23. What is some good advice for me?
Obstacle 2-Interpol.
24. What's that smell?
Our House-Madness.
25. What is my signature dancing song?
Lullaby-The Cure.
26. What do I think my current theme song is?
Repair Machines-Vitalic.
27. What does everyone else think my current theme song is?
Hands Away-Interpol.
28. What type of men/women do you like?:
Together Forever In Love-Go Sailor.
29. How do you feel about yourself at this point in time?
New-No Doubt.
30. Any parting words?
A Perfect Lie-The Engine Room.
|
|
| Woah. |
[05. 07. 04. Monday@ 22:32pm] |
| [ |
mood |
| |
 amused |
] |
I've decided to actually make use of this journal. Quite amazing. Wow, my first entry sucks. Oh well...
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8){kind=small}
nedthegnome's journal